Day 8 (or how I learned to live without the urge)

DAY 8

So here it is... day 8. Honestly, when i first started this a few days ago, I thought that this would be easy. As it is, I've been so busy lately that cranking it has been a desire, but not a possibility. Ok, it's always a possibility, but try to tell me that you've never laid in bed with aspirations of cranking it, and before you knew it, your alarm was going off.

Now, i don't know if it's because I'm thinking about it, or if it's just because I'm actually starting to feel the effects, but these last few days have been rough, especially in the morning or the night. It must be that the tiredness lessens my self-control. And the raging morning wood I've been getting doesnt help either. I know that Covino joked about it on Friday, but i really think it IS waking me up. So i'm lying in bed, the rest of my body asleep, but my weiner is already halfway through the commute to work. I've been so tempted to just rub it against the bed a little, just for a little pleasure, but I know that if I start, I wont stop.

Now I've also experienced some other side effects. One might say I'm becoming more of a man. Women might say i'm becoming more deviant. Either way, I like it... I've definitely checked out a few more asses. And only on nussies, thank you. And all women... it's like i'm seeking any and everything that can end the streak. I think with each day, i'm looking farther and farther downt the scale. But i WILL maintain my standards, respect and dignity. The kind of respect and dignity that comes from a man who tells people he's not masturbating until he has sex because he works for a radio show.

Let's see, what else... last night was Alex D's "going away party," even though I'm not letting her go that far away. She'll be helping out when she can, but not as much. Sucks for me... now i really HAVE to do work. But please wish her well. She has been killer this semester. But last night was definitely an interesting evening to say the least. All I know is that i have a picture grabbing Alex's boob, signed my name in a sharpie on her boob, and drew a penis on the back of her neck. I also seem to remember many other things from that evening, but forget a hell of a lot more. But alas, no end of the streak... so it was onto day 8.